20150528

Liyana Fizi Played Teenage Head Records, Subang Jaya [Record Store Day 2015]

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Record Store Day, or colloquially known as support-your-local-indie-record-store-by-buying-stuff day. is a relatively new scene in this part of the world where music lovers temporarily halt their charging of credit cards at online stores, haul ass to the nearest indie record store, and charge their cards there instead! presently, there are four cool indie record stores in the vicinity of Kuala Lumpur that stock fantastic vinyl records at prices that aren't Joe's MACs! yours truly has always had a pleasant time thumbing through the records and chatting with the owners of their respective establishments, and an even better time finding records that i don't have to exorbitantly ship from the U.K, or the U.S.!

but i digress. the fantastic Teenage Head Records recently hosted a Record Store Day event - a carnival of sorts with food trucks, crates of music to dig through, and best of all, free in-store gigs! it has to be said that yours truly's other (read: primary) interest besides crate digging in Teenage Head Records' RSD event was to catch Liyana Fizi's in-store performance. hell, it was free! and so was the parking!

i arrived half-an-hour before Liyana Fizi's scheduled performance and snagged a couple of awesome records (for the curious, it was Grouper's latest offering, Ruins, and the English version of Kraftwerk's Trans Europe Express) while checking out the band that was playing at the moment - Mystery Tapes. i told myself that the bloke in the center looked exactly like Zack Yusof, and when he spoke in between songs, i knew immediately that the bloke in the center that looked exactly like Zack Yusof was indeed Zack Yusof of 33RPM fame! today i learned that Zack Yusof has a band, and they're alright.

after a rather indifferent reception by the in-store crowd (all busy thumbing through records, i assume), an immediate influx of people entering the store signalled the advent of the next performer - Liyana Fizi herself. she came in discreetly and set herself up by the amp, with her camera crew poised and ready to shoot her opening number. it suddenly got crowded, and the air-conditioner started giving up the ghost - which kind of reminded me of a gig i attended last year where there wasn't even a hint of ventilated air in the hall. Miss Liyana opened her set with the tender Jatuh, and the crowd immediately fell into a lull, with only the sound of Liyana's lone acoustic guitar and her lovely voice. tender and intimate sounds about right in describing the overall vibe of Liyana Fizi's performance - the sound of my razor-like lens as it is searching for a focus point sounds like a sawmill in the room! woe is the cameraman with a noisy lens! halfway through her set, Miss Liyana bantered a little bit about being sweaty and received a song request from a gentleman in the back to play Ternyata, which is yours truly's favourite Liyana Fizi song ever. that song alone was enough for me to call this the gig of the year. Miss Liyana played a couple more songs after that, including one that paid tribute to a close friend of hers, Izaad Amir. it was a brisk five-song set, but it felt rapturous and soul-enriching. i'm guessing the rest of the air-con-busting crowd partly shared the same awe-inspiring feels as yours truly. sweaty and elated, the crowd dispersed and let the air-conditioner magically heal itself before the next performance - of which Miss Liyana encouraged the crowd to stick around and check out. jokes on her. i only came for her set!

outside, i got myself some Record Store Day souvenirs, thumbed through some more crates, watched the fans take selfies with Miss Liyana, worked up the nerve to approach Miss Liyana, and took a photograph with her. i bought some fantastic records, watched a great (free!) gig, got some pictures with Miss Liyana, and even got my photograph featured in Liyana Fizi's Instagram feed.

it was a good day.

20150418

The last rolls of 120 film

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Meopta Flexaret VII
Fuji Pro 160NS
Expired Fujifilm Provia 400 [Cross-processed]
Fuji Neopan 100

...and so i have finished taking pictures with my last six rolls of 120 film. fittingly, it had  to be taken using the Meopta Flexaret VII - my very first TLR camera that isn't a toy camera. before settling for the Flexaret VII, i had dreams of owning a Rolleiflex 2.8. through the rose-tinted viewfinder of Flickr and the endless reblogging of Rolleiflex photographs, i was smitten by the Rolleiflex's beautiful rendition of images and the camera's overall classy look. had it not been for the fact that the 2.8 Rolleiflexes went for at least a couple thousand bucks on eBay, i would've scored one in a heartbeat. instead, i had to consider alternatives such as the Seagull, the Lubitel, and the Pentacon Six that sadly got away. i cannot for the life of me recall how i came to discover the Flexaret line of TLRs, but i was completely sold when i came across an unbid eBay listing with a generous price tag.

from Slovakia, with love.

four years, and around 50 rolls of 120 film later, i've decided to retire the Flexaret. it is a great camera to bring around, and as i speak from experience, it was a great conversation piece. strangers have come up to me in awe and gaped at this old contraption, and wonder how people could still take photographs with these. it was the year 2012 when cellphone photography was at the brink of ubiquity, and there i was, lugging this camera everywhere i went on my second project 365 (366 for the year 2012). with that came my love/hate relationship with the Flexaret VII. the camera ultimately limited the types of photographs i was used to taking with my 35mm cameras. careful planning is required when taking photographs with the Flexaret, and it reduced the spontaneity i was used to with my other cameras. it was only a matter of time that i started storing the Flexaret deep in the dry box in favor of my other cameras - it also didn't help when i rediscovered my love for digital and all things VSCO Film. the TLR was relegated as my secondary camera, only to be fished out when the situation allows for a no frills photo taking session.

for a greater part of 2014, the TLR and my final six rolls of 120 film sat in my dry box - at least half of those rolls of film were bought way back in 2010. it was only with a sudden burst of enthusiasm that i finally hauled my arse out for some night photowalks around the vicinity of Putrajaya. those photowalks felt like therapy, because being drowned in work and not having the time nor motivation to go out and take pictures was a huge bummer for me. though i may have not executed some more ambitious walkabouts, i was rather happy that i finally got around to finishing up those last six rolls. i don't suppose they're the best pictures i've ever taken, but it's just me stretching my legs after a long period inactivity.

dropping the films off for developing was a wave of nostalgia for me - it had been a year since i'd stepped into the photolab. the price of developing and films had increased over the past year, and it was disappointing, though hardly surprising. the photolab hadn't been handling my films as carefully as they used to, but i didn't really care. it was an end of an era in my photography book. perhaps someday i'll revisit the ol' Flexaret should the desire arise again. i reckon it will in the next couple of years, who's to say that i won't get bored of my new digital camera after a few years of post-processing and relatively instant gratification? parting is such sweet sorrow, but my Flexaret will be waiting in the dry box.

20150303

Recent Digitals

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2014 came and went with only 12 entries - averaging one post a month. by far the least i have posted on 23, and it certainly feels like the least photographs i have taken since i started picking up photography. where did the romance go? what happened to the photographer's mantra of bringing a camera everywhere he goes? what about all those unused films i have yet to expose?

it's not to say that i've given up photography completely - i've been procrastinating blogging about them. to a certain extent, it is true what they say about Web 2.0 killing blogging. why put in all the extra word counts in a medium no one reads anymore, when you can instantly publish your words and pictures with the tap of your cellphone screen? i know i've fallen prey to Instagram and all its surface prettiness, and how fundamentally simple it is to convey my photographs to the small audience i have. all with just a little bit of VSCO Cam shoeshine, a painfully bland upbeat caption that doesn't span more than 140 characters, some hashtags to bloat your likes, and you're good to go.

outside of my cellphone, i still take photographs with my DSLR. in fact, in the interim of my absence from 23, i have upgraded my 400D into a 6D. i have blogged about my desire to upgrade my gear, and to finally make the leap into full frame felt absolutely liberating to say the least. i have full rein of my gear, and the only thing that's stopping me from taking more photographs is me! well, to be fair the disappointment of adulthood catches up with you, and you find yourself doing more of the things you have to do, rather than the things you'd rather do. this entry is starting to sound like a disgruntled twenty-something's displeasure for the system. it's not like i've been completely devoid of the pleasure of photography. i'm just displeased at how much less photographs i've been taking over the last three years, and how i can't be arsed to do something about it. or have i?

the other thing i have been doing during my absence is attempting to finish off all my rolls of 120 film! the final roll has been quite a slow one, what with the many lazy weekends at home that ultimately led me to realize that 2015 is nearly one quarter over! fingers crossed that i'll actually finish that final roll of 120 film before the year ends. and don't get me started on the 35mm films. many a times i ponder on yet another 365 project to finish off my films, or at least dedicate a block of time to rekindle my love for film photography. but my new 6D - she's so shiny. and new. and awesome.