Day 71: First attempt at HDR [30/09/10]
Day 72: 20 minutes/40 years [01/10/10]
one text message later and i am sitting in the restaurant waiting for my lunch to come. she didn't reply me until very much later, saying how glad she is to hear from me. another text message later and hours elapsed again until i get another reply. it's just like old times when she's not expecting any text messages from me, she takes a very long time to reply. little does she realize that 20 minutes feels like 40 years of agony to a person who is expecting a reply from the person he or she loves very much. some things just don't change.
Day 73: Grass [02/10/10]
i'm scanning the crowd for people i recognize and i see a few whom i have corresponded with in classes, but i pretended that i don't see them or recognize them. i preferred to see the enthusiasm all these graduates had in their eyes when they collected their gowns and how all their hard work in college had finally and eventually paid off. i felt proud for them.
Day 74: Maw and paw [03/10/10]
i'm always afraid that i'd make an asshole of myself when i speak to people i've just met. every time i tell myself not to screw up, i screw up anyway. and i always find myself thinking about my screw ups hours after the screw up and at times like these i wish i had a time machine or at least had some pre-determined condition about how i tend to screw up known to everyone who comes into contact with me. i could live with that.
Day 75: Leaf house [04/10/10]
Day 76: Not in rivers, but in drops [05/10/10]
one year on and finally all the pieces come together - i can finally start my goddamn research. next month.
Day 77: Silver [06/10/10]
looks like i'm watching movies alone again.
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