Firework
it shouldn't come as a huge surprise when things don't go the way you planned them. when i'm doing some kind of activity, i'd prefer to roughly plan it out and if possible see through it meticulously. experience has taught me how this rough planning never succeeds - leaving me to simply follow the beat. it obviously frustrates me when things don't get off on a running start. for instance, if someone was late, or if there was a shitty traffic jam, i'd get absolutely worked up and want to pull my eyelashes out. though i guess when the pieces finally fall into their respective places, and when things start rolling along, i forget what i was so worked up about.
which is why i never liked planning gatherings. the last few have been hell, since i took up arms to be the guy who initiates outings. i get very frustrated when people do not reply my call for outings, and i get worked up for days prior to the outing because i need to make bookings, update the others, correspond with the drivers, etc. so when someone holds your planning back by being the only asshole who doesn't reply until you send five hundred and eighty-seven text messages, it absolutely tests my patience.
i guess i should step away from the organizing bit and be the backseat passenger. but when everyone else doesn't seem to care, well, you don't quite have much of a choice unless you don't mind staying at home playing Minecraft.
so if you're reading this, do me a huge favour and please check your text messages, your FB messages, and/or your FB wall and reply to me ASAP!
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