Estranged
only two days left to 2012 and i feel like i fucked something up when i'm not even sure what was it i did wrong. years ago it was apparently okay to write publicly in an online blog, but with the advent of Facebook, Twitter, and all these other stupid social networking websites it only makes people more estranged to each other. keeping in touch? more like keeping us in despair. the dangers of knowing too much made me put Facebook on hiatus once, but then i realized how childish i was and ultimately i decided to attempt to not make this internet persona too personal. i'm not afraid to admit i have failed a few times, and i'm still trying not to make it affect my state of thinking too much. but even then, i guess people are more complicated than just sweeping things under the rug - it's still there. and reflections such as what i'm doing here never helps but to only leave evidence under the digital rug.
i may have made a mistake undertaking this project. but i only have two days left in December. i cannot, for some reason, understand what is it that caused such repercussions. maybe the next two days will be the last time i make a diary entry.
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